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General
Eva Evelynn, a.k.a "Deck Hoarder", is a female Miqo'te of Keeper of the Moon clan, registered in the database on with 38160973 for ID.
Born on 29th Sun of the 3rd Astral Moon under protection of Menphina, the Lover.
Currently is resident of Gridania, The Black Shroud on Zodiark of Light.
Reached rank of First Serpent Lieutenant in Order of the Twin Adder Grand company.
Last interview was conducted on .
This is what adventurer had to say during it:
I am resolved to kill myself before my next birthday. I have tried so very hard to find a realistic reason to stay alive.
I have tried to die 4 times in 4 months, and by this time next month I will try again by producing my own cyanide salts.
Overdoses and plant based poisons have proven to be impotent, so chemical based poisons seem the most reliable. If I want it to be quick and painless, I need to stay away from strychnine or arsenic and just do straight potassium cyanide.
I've overdosed on antidepressants and failed twice. I've tried it with mixed medications and failed. I've tried foxglove and nightshade. I'm going to try Datura and failing that, cyanide, on Alan Turing's bench.
I have completely lost the ability to feel joy. The doctor calls is anhedonia. If I could have just a little if that feeling back, none of the other symptoms would bother me. Being alone would not bother me, being a complete waste of space would not bother me, hurting people I love would not bother me, I just want to -feel- again.
I have tried everything I can possibly think of and yet at the end of the day I just stare and the ceiling and think I would be better off dead. It's been almost 15 years of this and steadily getting worse, and I see no reason why it won't continue. I hate my body, and I hate my mind.